Onward & Upward: Me

One of the main things that I want to working on in 2013 is giving myself a break. I think I am way too hard on myself, don't give myself the credit that I deserve, and don't do enough for myself. Fixing all of those "flaws" isn't going to be easy but I feel it will be worth it. Its been a rough year or two for me and I know its going to take some time along with mental training for me to get where I need to be. One of the biggest things I need to tackle is feeling guilty if I do something positive for myself i.e working out. The past few months have been a fog for me and I have slipped back into wanting to hide from the world. With help from God I am going to HAVE to push myself through this. I need to find the strength inside me that I feel has been buried for awhile now. I know its still there I just need to scrape away all of the guilt, insecurities, and fear to get to it. I have set forth some personal goals that I want to accomplish and without my inner strength and strength from God I won't ever be able to meet those personal goals.