Wrote this almost 2 years ago

The older I get the more it irks me to see women behaving badly toward one another. Why would it not be better to walk away from trouble? Why would it not be easier to sit someone down and talk to them instead of blasting them? If a woman has a problem with another woman why does it take a whole group to come to her defense? Is she that weak that she cannot take care of her own issues? I have been guilty of doing stupid things to other women in my past. I would like to think that I am mature and centered enough in my life that I don't need to behave that way anymore. I put that useless engery to good use. I use it to be a better wife, mother, friend and daughter. Negative people cannot be happy no matter how much they claim to be. If you are a happy person then you wouldn't want to bring saddness and pain to others. In my own opinion negative=low self esteem. No matter who you are, what you look like, what you own if you are hateful and mean-spirited toward other women there is no way you are honestly happy with yourself. I hope no one thinks that I am talking about anything or anyone specific. This has just been on my mind for a few days. I don't blog near as much as I used to because too many ppl would think my blogs were directed at them. It is sad that I stopped doing something that was a mental outlet for me becuase of other ppl jumping to conclusions. I think I will start blogging again for ME. And not worry about other ppl's paranoia.

*I wrote this blog on Myspace nearly 2 years ago. I guess I have been trying to fight women being ugly to one another for a long time. I am starting to feel like it doesn't make a difference and it is pointless. I think that I am going to step back for awhile and not be so involved in something that is clearly not going to change. I guess I will turn a blind eye for awhile and see if it makes my life any easier.